Monday, December 6, 2010

My Daddy

Just finish webcam with my daddy. It was 3am at Malaysia but daddy has woke up.

He is annoyed with his leg problem. Sigh...

It is the 3rd doctor he had consulted. Dr. Chin in Gleneagles who did the meniscus operation for him does't help much. Dad went to see Dr. Lau in Tung Shin Hospital and he suggested to do knee-cap replacement for my dad. But the third doctor in Sentosa advised him to postponed the operation. Sigh...

Daddy undergone physiotherapy after the meniscus operation. He looks very pain.

I'm very worried of my daddy now... I'm far.. I can't do anything..
Tears are rolling down my cheek...

My childhood friend, Wennie will give my dad a visit to see how is his condition.
Really appreciate that.
She also visited my dad after his operation in April this year.
I was still in Kelantan that time.
Now, I'm even far at UK. I only can back home next year summer.
7 months to go...

My only wish is to see my dad can walk as usual when I back...

I miss the days my daddy can walk freely...
We can go jungle trekking together...
I really hope he can recover...

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Samaritan on Saturday

It was a relaxing yet tiring Saturday for me.

The week before I was rushing for assignment and now, I can go out and breathe the air in city~

Got my boots for Scotland which only cost me 17.99 pounds.

We are in a united group which made up of 2 Malays (Farah & Aisyah), 1 Chinese (me) and 1 Indian (Kangga). It was good to out with them ^^

Once we came out from Drake Circus, we saw a old lady stopped by the road under the rain. She looked exhausted and wet under the rain. Kangga approached her and shed her with my umbrella. I have my hood on, no worries of rain.

She is 76-year-old lady. She is shopping alone and walking with a stick. I think back of my dad when I see her walking stick. Dad is still suffering from joint problem. After the operation in April, he is still not recovered. Now, the doctor advised him to have a knee cap replacement. I am very worried. I afraid that my dad could not walk as ordinary people any more. He is an active man who like to travel around. I hope he will come to UK for a stay. I hope we can go to China for family trip.. I hope and hope...

Back to this British lady, she has difficulty in walking. I held her hand tight and walked together with her. We also found a cap for her to get back home.

A Samaritan doings?

Monday, November 29, 2010

Assignment Submitted~

Yeah yeah~ I have submitted my toughest assignment =)

A great relief for me now. yeah yeah... happy happy~

I have my time back to gym~ It's awesome to do some exercises during this cold winter...

Unexpectedly, School-based experience tomorrow is canceled due to the heavy snow in Cornwall. I no need to wake up at 5am prepare to Richard Lander school... Yeah yeah~

What a good news!!! I have my 2 days rest after accomplishing my grammar assignment.


Saturday, November 27, 2010


It is another post on assignment....

I'm sick of it!!! Feel like killing myself >.<

After the stage of gathering information, i need to write out the whole research. It just the same as vomiting blood out. It still have Part B to write about my comment on it.

It need to be submitted on the day after tomorrow!!!! Oh No...

Please help T.T

Monday, November 22, 2010



I'm stuck with you!!! How can i carry on with my assignment?

It is my first assignment over here. It is just dealing with grammar... But it is so difficult.

On the stage of gathering information, I'm totally stuck. I can't find for more reference... I do not know how to write the analysis.

Why is it so hard?

Assignment is killing me. T_____________________T

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

First Day at British Primary School

Thornbury Primary School

Miller Way, Estover, Plymouth, Devon, PL6 8UL
Tel: 01752 302600

TYPE: Community school
AGES: 4-11

This is the first British school i stepped in - Thornburry Primary School. It is only 7 mins away from my college. Thanks God for saving up our time in the morning to walk to a stone-thrown distance school. However, i still need to wake up at 6am to get ready >.<

First day to school, i finally felt nervous the few minutes before reaching school. It is winter and a cold morning. My face and hands are freezing when walking to the school... I shall wear more on the next school observation >.<

Because of the school privacy policy and protection on the children, we are not allowed to take photos. Even though, the teacher, Mr. Wallis is kind enough to snap the pictures and promise to email to us ^^

We were divided into an infant department which observed the key stage 1 pupils, between the age of 4 to 6. They are adorable and active. I miss the kindergarten i taught 3 years ago T.T

The classroom are well-decorated, colourful and informative. I like their birthday boards and reward table. They have a corner for the "Star of the Week" to show support to the pupil who put their effort on studies. The classroom climate is positive and motivated. They are encouraged to think instead of spoon-feeding. This is very different from the time i'm teaching or studying in Malaysia.

In a class of 28 pupils, the teacher managed it professionally with the help from a teacher assistant. Although the class is started from 8.55am until 3pm in the late afternoon, all of the sessions are interesting. The pupils will have their brunch before the play time and an hour lunch break.

During the break time, i'm shocked to see how active and playful are the kids. They could running here and there and playing hide and seek. Few teachers were monitoring their movement so that no one will injured.

The class begins punctually with the teacher's presence.

I adored their professionalism and the perfect learning environment.

Coming up next is to write my assignment on it.. Oh No....

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Day to Nottingham

Nottingham - a city famed with its Robin Hood legend

I'm sorry because i didn't take many photos at Nottingham, yet i'm not regret.
I found nothing special in Nottingham other than seeing my primary school friend since primary 6.

After a long journey on the bus, i finally reached the University of Nottingham in the early morning.

University of Nottingham - the 75 top ranking university in the world. I'm proud that my friend is studying there. hehe...

Nottingham is colder than Plymouth. It was only 7 degree celcius when i stepped down from the bus. I was freezing and walking to the Sport Centre in a big group of Malaysians. It was very crowded as many of the Malaysians were coming from all the other universities to attend the Nottingham Games.

Unexpectedly, i met sister su hwee in the ladies. I was shocked as well as her. I will never expect that we will meet in Nottingham instead of London. She is studying in Manchester and I'm in Plymouth. Same country but different locations. We are overwhelmed with joy~ We had a big hug in the ladies too :p

Everywhere is congested with people. It was like walking in an over-crowded night market but there was nothing special by the side.

I had shopped around the city centre with Eunice and managed to buy some necessary things for winter. Yet, i'm still searching for my winter boots... I always have a hard time to look for a comfortable shoes which i really like.

Another remarkable incident is that i forgot to bring my purse to Nottingham. lol.
I owed Eunice some money and i had cleared my debts today =)

I couldn't miss the chance to watch the sports competition. It was my first time to watch the live football, volleyball, basketball and badminton match in a day. It was interesting and the spectators were more active than the players. I love the basketball a lot. It refreshed my memories when i was playing basketball in form 2. How i shoot the ball, carry the ball... until once i was hit by a ball from front and it really hurts. Then i stop playing basketball until now... transformed to be the girlish me :p

By the way, i met with my primary school friend at the main entrance of Potland building. He has changed, so do i. Besides growing taller and slimmer, we become good looking. (according to him)

A short conversation with him, i'm surprised that many things have changed. Eight years has gone, we are grown. We have mature thinking and own perception on certain things.
He is a good friend to get along with and really appreciate he divided his time to become our guide. At last, i was quite touched when he rushed to say goodbye before we leave Nottingham.

Thanks dude & hope we will meet again ^^

Friday, October 29, 2010



唉。。 悲哀。。。 令我的中文老师失望了,把SPM考获得A给抛了。。

在大马时,无论念书,工作,闲日我都爱喝咖啡。mocha, latte, cappuccino & expresso ^^



茉莉花茶,Jasmine tea 另我回想起我对茉莉花茶的初尝。我对它的印象并不好,黄黄地像尿一样。








  研究显示,绿茶中儿茶素对引起人体致病的部分细菌有抑制效果,同时又不致伤害肠内有益菌的繁衍,因此绿茶具备整肠的功能。 有研究表明茶多酚能清除机体内过多的有害自由基,能够再生人体内的α-VE、VC、GSH、SOD等高效抗氧化物质,从而保护和修复抗氧化系统 ,对增强机体免疫、对防癌 、防衰老 都有显著效果。长喝绿茶能降低血糖、血脂、血压,从而预防心脑血管疾病 。日本昭和大学的医学研究小组的在1毫升稀释至普通茶水的20分之1浓度的茶多酚溶液里放入10000个剧毒大肠杆菌0-157,五个小时后细菌全部死亡,一个都不剩。
   科学家做的动物实验表明,茶中的儿茶素能降低血浆中总胆固醇、游离胆固醇、低密度脂蛋白胆固醇,以 及三酸甘油酯之量,同时可以增加高密度脂蛋白胆固醇。对人体的实验表明则有抑制血小板凝集、降低动 脉硬化发生率。绿茶含有黄酮醇类,有抗氧化作用,亦可防止血液凝块及血小板成团,降低心血管疾病。
  绿茶含有茶碱及咖啡因,可以经由许多作用活化蛋白质激酶及三酸甘油酯解脂酶,减少脂肪细胞堆积,因 此达到减肥功效。
  绿茶含有氟,其中儿茶素可以抑制生龋菌作用,减少牙菌斑及牙周炎的发生。茶所含的单宁酸,具有杀菌 作用,能阻止食物渣屑繁殖细菌,故可以有效防止口臭。
绿茶对某些癌症有抑制作用,但其原理皆限于推论阶段。对防癌症的发生,多喝茶必然是有其正向的鼓励 作用。

不错不错,应该继续喝茶 ^^

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

My best friend, Mei Teng introduced this song to me today. We both like it very much. I like the lyrics which motivates me a lot.

"The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb"

This is my favourite part from the song. There are some struggles i'm facing recently, a chance that i took, it knocked me down for a second. The toughest moment which i will never forget... Indeed, i need to keep going and I got to be strong, keep pushing on.

Every experience in life makes me grow.

I do not know how many mountains i need to climb,

I do not know how long i can reach there.

I need to carry on persistently...

I need to pay extra perseverance...

And i know i will reach a greater heights of life...

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Long Distance - Janice Wei

Janice Wei
Long Distance lyrics

When I'm feeling blue
Lost without a clue
Sparks between our eyes
Nothing can be as true

Sing my life for you
Paintings that I drew
One plus one makes two
How I wish to caress you

Tell me where we heading to
What we do may seem so crude
Where's the "good" in our goodbyes
The time you leave is the time
You break my heart in two

Even though we're far apart
Send my love with all my heart
When you miss me at night
Look at the stars shining bright
For the times you pushed me through
All the things I do for you
Running tears from my eyes
Thinking how will I survive
Next goodbye

(Repeat from top)

(Chorus x2)


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Weekends of Grace

It has been a month i reached UK but this is the first time i met with the saints from Exeter and Paignton (the 2 nearest cities from Pymouth)

It is full of the grace of God & the presence of God ^^

It was the most enjoyable weekend i had in UK ^^

the saints who brought us here to view the magnificent vast se
in Paignton after Lord's table meeting.
a high land with a magnificent sea view...
under the sunlight and strong wind~
Thanks Betty for combining the pics in iphone4 =)


There are two coincidences during my weekend in railway station. It was my first experience to ride on a train in UK and it's quite different from Malaysia. The train is amazingly punctual. Seat are comfortable and the view outside the window is great. Serenity + blue sky~

On the way to Paignton, i met the two Malaysian students who had just arrived that morning. It was happy to see them finally got their visa approved and reached Plymouth safe ^^

Welcome to Plymouth~

Another coincidence was on the way back from train station, I met my classmates, Ada... she was sending her senior back to Ireland. It was quite shocked and yet happy~ We can save cost to share a cab back to Marjon ^^

Thanks God for the arrangement & Looking forward to another weekend~

Friday, October 15, 2010

101 post of my blog

Starving at night... usually i just go sleep with my noisy stomach but today i'm so hardworking to find eat :p

Addition diligence to write on my 101 post in blog~ hooray~

Just started my semester for 3 weeks but planning for winter trip.

It will be the last trip for my senior before he fly back to Malaysia.

7 of us accompanied him to Scotland~

A group of 8 will be taking the dud-dud train to Scotland~

My friends even plan to celebrate Christmas in London before back to Plymouth. They are so excited about the Boxing Day.

But i cant get myself squeezing with others to shop >.<

2.06am still awake... my first time in UK ^^

Monday, October 11, 2010

First gym attemp

Today is an important day~

The day i submit my first assignment ---- Motivation and Language Learning------

I spent 13 pounds yesterday for a pair of sports attire. It pushed me to exercise!!!

Today i stepped out my first step. After submitting the assignment, i went to the gym. Coincidentally, two of my classmates were there. I joined them for cycling first.

First in the life time, i cycled indoor for 30mins!!! and burned 163 calories of fat!!!
wow.... shocked me too.

Next is treadmill. I do not have much energy to run. Just run for a short while and keep walking fast. 20mins on this machine.

Next is the most tiring....

I have spent more than an hour in the gym and it is exhausting...

It is a nice exercise though i didn't sweat much :p

Now.. at this moment... i am soooooooooo tired T.T

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Relaxing Saturday

Hooray~ Here comes my wonderful weekend.

I have planned my Saturday to be staying indoor, not stepping out from my house.

I forced myself to sleep more and wake up late. I opened my eyes and look at the time, arh.. still early.. sleep again and again.

Finally 10am i climbed up from bed. hehe... i have fully charged after a good night sleep :)

Slowly to start my wonderful day. Play farm ville, harvest -> plow -> plant

My daily routine on farm ^^

I enjoy being a farmer in virtual world :p

12pm... Eunice (my course mate) text me and asked me to watch their musical performance at the dining hall. As a strong support of Malaysian, i hurriedly walked to the destination despite of the strong wind blow.

I admired of their musical spirit. The performance is amazing and i'm proud to be a Malaysian!

There were 3 guitarist and one of them is playing this Yamaha RBX4-A2 Bass Guitar. wow...

I fell in love with this guitar at the first sight.

The drummer and guitarists had a nice chat with me while i was helping them to shift back the instrument back to studio.
They are so cheerful and kind.
They arouse my interest to learn guitar though i gave up a couple of years ago.
Some more i almost seeing dhh playing guitar every day...
My hand also itchy feel like playing.

Indeed, the musical performance today had inspire me to continue my music journey in this foreign land :)

Friday, October 8, 2010

Inspiration to Blog

I'm always lazy to blog. However, once i start reading on other's blog, i will be motivated to blog. Their writing was amazing~

The days at UK are passing fast. Here comes my 4th weekend :)

I will be resting at home as i have finished my first assignment~

was squeezing my brain juice to write assignment

Actually i just spent about 2 hours to write but almost 2 days to do the research. piu~

I like the way of lecture here. Lecturers gave the full explanation and assist us in the process of completing the assignment.

To be submitted next week, now i have completed it :) except for the cover. hehe...

Looking forward to my study life here :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

100 facts of mine

1. Last beverage: few cups of Chinese tea

2. Last phone call: called by Eunice, my course mate

4. Last song you listened to: Green Day, 21 Guns

5. Last time you cried: few days ago? couldn't remember that clearly. i don't keep my sadness


7. Been cheated on: yea

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope

9. Lost someone special: yeap, lost my only brother T.T

10. Been depressed: yea...

11. Been drunk and threw up: no. and won't happen.


12. sky blue

13. pink

14. green


15. Made new friends: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: not really...

17. Laughed until you cried: ya, damn funny. hahaha...

18. Met someone who changed you: No i think

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes indeed

20. Found out someone was talking about you: erm.. not so sure. maybe no?

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: err.. yea...

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: i think is everyone i know

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3 perhaps

25. Do you want to change your name: no thanks. my name is so easy to remember.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrated together with the september babies at home,on 11 Sept 2010. ate a blackforest cake from secret recipe XD

on the actual date i was replying the birthday wishes in facebook... attended a mid autumn festival gathering and surprisingly there is a woman celebrating her birthday on the same day with me. my friends pushed me out and sang birthday song for us. when i reached home, my house mates knocked on my door and gave me a surprise~ ice cream chocolate cake. yummy yummy~

27. What time did you wake up today: 7.30 a.m.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping soundlessly~

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: go back Malaysia :(

30. Last time you saw your Mother: KLIA... sending me off to UK together with my dad and dhh

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: erm... cant think of it yet...

32. What are you listening to right now: nothing. i'm focusing on blogging XD

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, but i spoke to Thomas XD

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: assignment :(

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook

37. Nicknames: May, may may... nothing else

39. Zodiac sign: Virgo

40. Male or female?: Female of course

42. High school?: SMK Taman Tasik

43. College? : University College Plymouth St Mark & St John (the name is soooo long)

44. Hair colour: black~

45. Long or short?: consider long... but not too long XD

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yea i guess

48. What do you like about yourself?: eyes perhaps

49. Piercings: nono. scared of pain

50. Tattoos: no thanks.

51. Righty of lefty?: righty~


52. First surgery: 17 years old. warded almost a week :(

53. First piercing: nono

54. First best friend: chow sook yean-april

55. First sport you joined: cycling when i was about 6 years old

56. First vacation: erm... genting highland i think...


59. Eating: took lunch couple of hours ago. not eating anymore.

60. Drinking: always drink plenty of warm water. dry lips

61. I'm about to: start doing my assignment :(

63. Waiting on: erm... not really waiting for anything.


64. Want kids?: yea

65. Get Married?: i think so... depends on whether have people want to marry me or not...

66. Career?: this is for sure. i'm a teacher to-be~


67. Lips or eyes: eyes~

68. Hugs or kisses: i love hug hug~

69. Shorter or taller: taller~

70. Older or Younger: erm... look young and mature XD

71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous will do :)

72. Childhood crush or high-school crush: erm... high-school crush...

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship is better. and learn how to maintain it :)


76. Kissed a stranger: nono

77. Drank hard liquor: nope

80. Broken someone's heart: yea.. so sorry... feel so guilty T.T

83. Turned someone down: yes also T.T

84. Cried when someone died: yes T.T

85. Fallen for a friend?: erm.. consider yea...


86. Yourself: sure

87. Miracles: hardly believe...

88. Love at first sight: erm... not really

89. Heaven: yea

90. Santa Claus: yea

91. Kiss on the first date: nono

92. Angels: yea...


94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope

95. Did you sing today?: no. i hardly sing or can say i don't sing. croak voice :p

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: erm.. yes...

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: erm... never think of this, i just preparing myself for the future.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: erm... 23 dec. wonderful vacation :)

99. Are you afraid of falling in love : not really...

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yea.. finally can post after answering 100 questions!!!