爱

我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。

没有人值得我流泪，值得让我这么做的人不会让你哭泣。 所以，我不会再为你而流泪。这并不值得。

失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边。

纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界。

不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。

不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。

在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激。

不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。 :)

Assignment Assignment Assignment

3 Assignments i have received... busy time is started.

Language development

• a lot to do on natural disasters
  
• 2 articles
• video
• short notes
• academic writing
• oral presentation

due date? Next week!!!

Social studies to population and... Moral assignments. Sigh...

Everyone of us here are rushing for assignments. Now, we even go to class at night to do the assignments.

So tiring... Every morning i'm unwilling to wake up due to the exhaustion... When will all these coming to an end?

Counting down for my Chinese New Year holidays... 16 day more.
Gambateh!

21 Jan 2010

Wow... Such a happy day i had.

I took the 3pm flight and reached lcct at 4pm. Directly got into the skybus which sent me to kl central. The bus was quite packed, i sat beside a guy who is using a apple ipod! Oh Gosh, it was so nice... admiring...
But we didn't talk, he was busy reading his novel and i dozed off... knocked my head on the window. ouch... stupid may ><

About an hour traveling to kl central, i took putra line to masjid jamek. it was so near, just cost me RM 1.30 and another 2 stations to reach my dad office. so happy~

I'm back to kl, a place which belongs to me XD

Since haven't reach 6pm, i went to get my favourite Mc Flurry before dad finished his work :)

eating my orea Mc flurry at dad's office. so enjoyable :p

I met my dad's colleague, Ms. Chong. she said i look prettier. kekekeke...

My dad did not know that we were going to celebrate his birthday. Since i reached home, i become the house driver. hehe. We celebrated dad's birthday together with my uncle, aunt, cousins and nephews. so happy~

daddy birthday cake. my favourite black forest cake. yummy~


daddy cutting his birthday cake :)


cousin samantha distributes the cake for us :)

We finished our celebration about 10.30pm. It was nice chatting with my two cousins and really miss the moment when i was a kid, she brought me to sg. wang shopping :p

Now, i'm already a grown-up girl~

happy happy :)

Happy Birthday dad

Today is my dad's 58th birthday~

I will be coming back home tomorrow afternoon to celebrate his birthday. I just called 表姐，婷，珊 & 杰 to plan how to celebrate my dad's birthday. My cousin will buy a cake since she is not working tomorrow. :)

We will be going to have a dinner at Puchong Puteri. I don't know the place i feel excited to go~ cant wait to go back home~

I have received two assignments, yet, i haven't start doing.

Today started to play Farm Ville on Facebook. Even i'm blogging i'm still playing. it's fun :)

好想回家。。。

我已经两个多星期没回家了，好想好想家。。。
明天是爸爸的生日，只想买个蛋糕和他庆祝，这是他的58岁大寿，若是我能出国，这也是我离别3年前的庆生，好想念爸爸，好想念妈妈，好想家。。。

这周四，一放学后就会立即去飞机场，3pm 的飞机，终于可以回家了~


在淑贤的部落各里发现了光良的这首歌，妹妹。
当中很喜欢一句歌词，
他不值得你 还为他流泪牵挂。。。

Kuala Terengganu

I went to Kuala Terengganu with the saints at Kota Bharu last weekend.

We departed from Kubang Kerian, Kelantan on thursday evening and reached Kuala Terengganu, Brother Cheah's house at 8.45pm.

On the way, we stopped for dinner and viewed a beautiful beach. I do not know what is the name of the beach, but it has a huge wave lapping by the shore.

Besides, im just playing with the baby on van :p

can i eat?

A poke on my butt

I have suffered from sore throat for about one week.

Yesterday i went to a clinic in KB which is governed by a Chinese doctor. thanks How Earn and Boon Siang for accompanying :)

The Chinese doctor gave an injection on my butt. ouch.. it is still paining now. however, my sore throat is recovered :)

It cost me RM 73. medication RM 38, injection RM 25 and consultation RM 10. luckily ING insurance covered :)

so so happy.... hooray~ no more pain while swallowing a saliva, eat nor drink. yeah~

however, i accidentally hurt my hand... pain... T.T

Public speaking worshop

Today was a tiring day... i only got my free time after 5pm.

Starting from 7.45am i had Social Studies class followed by English Studies for 3 hours.

3pm had a public speaking workshop conducted by Haji Wan. He was an experienced, dedicated and responsible lecturer. Sadly, he no longer teaches us. During the public speaking workshop, i treasured the most is the 6 elements of physical delivery.

1. Appearance
2. Posture
3. Facial expression
4. Eye contact
5. Movement
6. Gestures

There are so many components to be focused on the public speaking and also included the contents in the speech.

Sigh... im having a tiring day...

By the way, i had watched a meaningful video clip in facebook.

有些事，一转身就是一辈子。
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=149838880325&ref=mf

2 Dreams

Recently i had a lot of dreams.

There was a filial dream which i can still remember. It was my uncle's birthday. i was driving to escort them for a banquet at a Chinese restaurant in KL. i remembered clearly that i was driving an auto car, it was my first time... stucking in the traffic jam of the city... how to park the car. this was my dream the day before.

Yesterday, i had two dreams.

The first dream occurred in 1Utama. i think is because of a friend went there last Sunday and i had been there quite a number of times during my semester break. i met with a couple there and together with me is him. we had dinner together at the Rainforest with the couple's parents. after the meal, he got to go for a meeting and asked me to wait for him until the meeting ends, he will fetch me back. in fact, the couple who are staying at Cheras area are convenient to fetch me back. i was waiting for him alone. at the dark and isolated Rainforest until the midnight. he still haven't come out from the meeting. the atmosphere is scary and dangerous. when i woke up, i was lying on my own bed at home. luckily, i was back home safelt. the couple fetched me back. they were curious whether he was treating me good enough or not... such a weird dream. a 'he' appeared in my dream.

Another dream was when i awaked by the 5am subur prayer (yawn)

It was a drama presentation, i was acting as a minor character with a few dialogues. facing all the audience. with the actors and actresses behind the scene... i recalled the production of "The Merchant of Venice".

Will there be any dream for tonight?

握你的手

作词：姚若龙 作曲：光良 编曲：吕圣斐

山顶的风凉的想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星 一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得 也该让你远离

握你的手 坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了 至少读回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了 我们都尽力了
也许温柔 是停止(再)挽留

握你的手 像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了 不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手 都为了再握手
但这一次 是为了放手



*你知道吗？此刻的我，只想紧握你手。。。

Twitter

Another new week of my last semester.

Days are passing as usual. having social studies class... back to room... online again...

Today i have registered myself for Twitter. found a few friends there. and also found nothing interesting there.

Anyone can tell me anything special with Twitter?

gotong-royong day

Today was a replacement class for the holidays, Chinese New Year holidays perhaps. it was not announced.

Woke up as usual due to the habitual lifestyle here. slept at 10 plus yesterday. such a good girl i am XD

Just a day cleaning up the secretariat, guys were painting the class, having two packets of food... day is gone :)

Back to the room had a two hours nap. so satisfying dating with Mr. Chow in the afternoon.

While sleeping, i was sms-ing with my senior, Su Yong about the flight ticket for Chinese New Year. i will be going back alone on 11 Feb, 3pm and will be taking Skybus back to KL Sentral.

In addition, i received a call from Sam to yam cha. lol
i'm in kelantan my dear... how to yam cha? he said will come to find me. funny guy.
Though, i will visit his house during Chinese New Year to get a big ang pao from his mom. lol.

A day is passing...
Another day is yet to come...

Where rainbows end

He is the luckiest man in the world to have you.

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart,

Someone who thinks about you constantly,

Someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where are you, who you’re with and if you’re ok.

You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and who can protect you from your fears.

You need someone who will treat you with respect, and love every part of you, especially your flaws.

You shall be with someone who can make you happy, really happy, dancing-on-air happy.

Someone who should have taken the chance to be with you years ago instead of become scared and being too afraid to try.

My heart broken when I saw the woman I love turning away from me to walk down the aisle with another man, a man she planned to spend the rest of her life with.

It was like a sentence for me – years stretching ahead without me being able to tell you how I feel or hold you how I wanted to.

Cecilia Ahern

back to the church life in Kota Bharu

Praise the Lord!

This is the first weekend for my last semester here. i enjoy the most the time i have in the church life at Kota Bharu. having meeting with the brothers and sisters, sing hymns, read the word of God, pray-read, pray unceasingly and morning revival. ^^

During the meeting on yesterday night, i enjoyed a hymn composed by two bible verses.

The love of God and the grace of Christ,
fellowship of the Holy Spirit,
be with you,
be with you all.
(1 Cor. 13:14)

From the throne of our God,
and the Lamb flows a river of water of life,
bright as crystal,
reaching man.
(Rev. 22:1)

new semester for 2010

3rd Jan 2010, i had started my new semester at IPGM KKB.
it will also be the last semester for my foundation year in TESL.
this semester i will be facing my final examination to decide whether i can fly to UK for 3 years...

first week of the semester is passed. here goes my weekend.
the days here are a regular life to me.
sleep early, wake up early, attend classes, back to room, do homework, online, going to meeting hall.
daily life are rotating in a circle day by day...
till the day i can go back home.

13days more :)

21st Jan i will be going back home for my beloved father's 58th birthday.
thanks dad for allowing me to take the flight both ways :)

this is absolutely the right place for me to focus on studies.
every day i can read books and do work without any distraction and interruption.
here has nowhere to go and the perfect place for me to relax too.

appreciate the last few months i have in kelantan :)

holiday is ended

in fact, holiday is ended 1 week ago.
i have started my new semester for one week.

in this post, just briefly write about the memorable period i had before i back to kota bharu.

on the new year eve, 31 december 2009, three of us finally meet up. we are best friends since primary school. now, three of us are studying scattered in malaysia. soon, april is flying of to louisiana, United States. if i pass my final exam, i will continue my 3 year degree in Plymouth, United Kingdom whereas Mei San will finish up her degree in Utar, Kampar. really miss these girls a lot.


april, may & mei san.

we had a lot to talk about. venue is at the old town,ampang water front. this had become our hot spot for yam cha XD
that day was a blissful day for us. as our miss april fetched us all. wow... last time the driver will be either mei san or i, but now, april are fetching us. we were proud of her though she lost her way to my house. lol.

we had few hours to chat at old town till dinner time. i took my dinner with my parents around 9pm. after that, same as last year, i watched fireworks at my house mamak. this time, mr pang sang what brought his girl friend along. sweet couple :)
the food is yuks i heard.

after the fireworks at 12am, we accompanied a friend who had just finished work to have dinner at tsim tung, pandan indah. in fact, the fireworks at A famosa cowboy town is nicer. it was so near and real and beautiful. enjoyed it a lot.
after we had done the meal, it was already 2am...
it was too late for my friend to go back home at gombak.

first time...
a friend overnight at my house.
it was funny though.
i gave him my comfortable bed to sleep on.
however, half way, i felt that it will shock my parents out while there was a guy lying on my bed. though my parents knew him :p
therefore, i text him while i lying on the another room... i got my own bed back XD
so comfortable...
i think i didnt sleep well for the new year night.
parents woke me up for breakfast at 9am (yawning)
i slept back in the afternoon until dinner time...
this was my new year and the time is passing crazily fast...

i couldn't accept the fact that i had to go back to kelantan on the other day...

happy new year 2010 for everyone...